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the DarknessThe darkness As my life crashes down on me I embrace the dark & fall in to the abyss. I fall deeper and deeper until I can see nothing.the Darkness
Darkness overshadows light. As I try to see I fail yet again.
Wondering why?
Wondering why I do this to myself.
I have no one too blame but myself.
Alone in the dark I fumble. As I feel around I stumble. I try to escape & crumble. Crumble into despair. As I grasp for air, the darkness encompasses me. Despair tries to swallow me whole, and I wonder if u should just let it.
I wonder if I am really worth fighting for.
by ~AliceWonderStar
Mass DelusionsMass delusional happiness is better than the paranoid clouds that form in my head. Ignorance is bliss they say…I say ignorance is numbing out the horrible reality that lurks behind what we think is really happening. What we think goes on through the clouds of smiles and pretend bliss. Bliss that is never real. Bliss that never was nor ever will be there. Just the delusion that things are okay when they really aren’t. She cries at night wondering why. She screams inside to get out. To see the world for what she wishes it was. But if she only knew the wickedness that lies out here. Out in the world full of chaos. Full of people who liMass Delusions
by ~AliceWonderStar
FallingPoint your lashes down, and you can picture my face, I'm smiling. Open your mouth, Speak with your heart, And you can see my soul, I'm waiting. Place your arms around my waist, And you can embrace my uncertainty,Falling
by ~AliceWonderStar
Numbness vs FeelingWithout hesitation I fall, unknowing what lies beneath. I wish I could say I have the knowledge to overcome what I know may be bad for me, but knowing I cannot do a thing about it pushes me further forward. Rather than shut myself off from all, and live devoid of emotion, I will sit here and let whatever happens happen. Afraid of what may happen (or not) but, more afraid of not finding out what could be possible. Possibility is all we ever have. The possibility that something could be better than nothing is always better than the thought that the numbness will never go away. Numbness used to be a thing that was inevitable, now it is somethingNumbness vs Feeling
by ~AliceWonderStar
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- Current Residence: Oregon...USA
- deviantWEAR sizing preference: huh??
- Interests: Music all the way...Twilight...singing and dancing.
- Favourite movie: Alice in Wonderland
- Favourite band or musician: uhhh...I can't pick just one, it changes sparatically
- Favourite genre of music: dance prolly...or hippie hopp
- Favourite artist: My babysitter....
- Favourite poet or writer: Stephenie Meyer & Lewis Carroll
- Favourite photographer: ????
- Favourite style of art: I like hentai...teehee
- Operating System: huh???
- MP3 player of choice: The one I got for free...
- Shell of choice: does is really matter??
- Wallpaper of choice: Twilight...
- Favourite game: Truth or Dare...or Strip Poker
- Favourite gaming platform: PS2...
- Favourite cartoon character: Smurff-ette...
- Personal Quote: I may be a bitch...but at least I am pick of the litter!!
- Tools of the Trade: Just me and my voice.
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